**Heartstring of A new mommy**

I wasn’t in the mood of blogging or blog-hop these days. It’s because something bad happened over the weekend. Xandria and I had a worst fell while we were having grocery shop at wet market.

Xandria has very bad knocking on her back and head while I sprained my left ankle, bleeding on my right knee and palm. Xandria was crying so loud and I can see how painful she was the moment she was ‘throw’ on the floor. The accident happened was due to my fault, I took for granted on the carefulness when we were about to step down from a staircase. My body was unable to balance up after I step on the ground. I shouldn’t carry Xandria when I’m full with grocery on my other hand.

She was vomited few hours the incident and I’ve been worrying if that fell has caused any side effect to her. I brought her to paed for the sake of checking on her condition. But, the paed wasn’t encouraged that she has to do head scanning due to her age and also, she doesn’t have any other severe symptoms beside vomited once.

That fell indeed a bad experience to both of us. Xandria has keep telling me: ‘Xuan-Xuan pain pain’ by pointing on her head. Till today, the big ‘bump’ still there and many times, I’ve tried to massage on it but she rejected by crying aloud. i know it’s painful… my heart was like being tear into thousand pieces the moment she was on floor.

And I don’t feel good the entire week, what’s more when Xavier is having flu since Wednesday. He whined, he fussed and he just refused to sit still. I have to carry him all the time…

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