**Heartstring of A new mommy**

How do I begin to tell you how lucky I am
to have you in my life…
I’ll start by saying what an honor it is
for me to be your wife.

You’re my best friend in the good times
and my rock in times of sorrow.
You’re the reason for sweet yesterdays
and my promise for tomorrow.

I never thought I could feel this loved
until I became your wife.
You made this year and every year
the best one of my life.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY & sorry for that not-so-happily celebration. Love you….

The not-so-happily incident was Xavier felt from the dining chair and got a big bump on his forehead. Both were so excited looking at the cake placed on the table and climbed up the chair to grab it. The fall was pretty severe as I found his right cheek & ear were redden with a minor swollen. Blame on myself for not keeping eye on him…

You know it’s so hard to own ‘ME’ time since I got children. First it was Xandria who refused to let me go even into bathroom and now, it’s Xavier turn to behave like that. Both of them like taking turn to fully ‘own’ me.

I got my company annual dinner last weekend. In fact I should be attended  the morning section but I didn’t and simply because I need to take care of them. I told my boss so and  she has nothing to say too. So, off I went to the dinner at very last minutes because stuck with them for the dinner. Xandria slowly gulping her food and I lost my patience and shouted at her. Daddy took over from me and continue to feed her.

I’m extremely late and still in need of sending both to babysitter for a few hours since daddy unable to handle 2 in one time. Later at night, daddy did a great job in pacifying Xavier for sleep but not Xandria. She was crying pitifully when I called back at 11.30pm. I rushed back immediately despite the dinner has not over and reached home at 12.30am.

I actually told by boss that I need to leave due to my baby is crying for mommy. I guess my boss got speechless for having staff like me. Thought she was really cried for mommy but the fact was, she got scolded by daddy for misbehavior. Sighh….

You know, I just wish to have an outing without having to worry about them. Eventually, I can’t.

my two close colleagues

I was extremely busy over the 2 weeks. Nothing special happen but the works keeps piling up on my table. Day after day, it was like endless day for them to be settled. I thought of having an hour of ‘personal time’ for blog updating but I don’t even have the time for a pee.

** On Sunday (6/6/10)**
We went to a park nearby, which also a good place for kite-ing. Daddy bought a Mickey Mouse shape of kite for Xandria and both happily kite-ing, while Xavier enjoyed himself by walking here & there, chasing after other people’s kite, kicking on the small rocks and so on. Will blog about it later.

** On Tuesday (8/6/10)**
My boss upgrades my workstation by providing a room for me, from an open style partition to a circumambience of glass. Anyone passing by commented I have a nice workstation. But I don’t get use with ‘close’ air for the first few days. The more good comments I had, the more I don’t feel good coz I know someone is starting to have ‘jealousy’ against me. Sighhh….

**On Thursday (10/6/10)**
It’s my birthday and I am so happy to receive uncountable wishes from FB, emails, SMS, phone-calls, birthday cards and so on. Especially to my dear blogger friends who left the wishes at FB, “MANY THANKS to you guys. Simply a wish indeed brightens up my day.”

So coincidentally, our Logistic GM who also having the same birthday and my boss got to know about it. She celebrated my day by ordering 10 boxes of pizzas from an Italian restaurant and asked me to invite anyone I wish to. I never expected that she would do that to me, neither she did to her previous Secretaries too. Got speechless for it… and again, someone was like in unhappy mood.

We went for Japanese restaurant for dinner. As usual, hard to really enjoy my food when I got them together for dining.

Daddy bought me a cake which chosen by Xandria. My little gal sang me the happy birthday song…

We were heading back to KL on 10 April for mom’s birthday celebration. No much of photos on the night because both Xandria & Xavier were superb demanding. Xavier whined on everything and refuses to sit still on the high chair, whilst Xandria behaved terrible. She has ton of request and wanted everything to be on her own way.

Just realised both of them are getting ‘old’…..Dad simply can’t recognise us since the day he was stroke. Mom’s health is getting weak as time passed…

Xandria being clingy to my sis and wanted to sit with her…

Xavier whined to have my camera…

I didn’t manage to snap on the food because the moment I took out my camera, both Xandria & Xavier fight to hold on it. The food was awesome, everyone was satisfied especially mom. She was so happy by having us to celebrate with her.

妈，祝您:

福如东海，寿比南山

Stay long life & stay healthier!!!

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How time flies, it has come to the 10th day of CNY. I was rather busy since the day before CNY till up-to-date.

We went back to KL for the celebration on the eve of CNY and returned to JB on last Saturday. Thought of heavy traffic since it was the eve but surprisingly, the traffic wasn’t that bad as thought. The Gen-X were well behaved the entire journey. It’s always that little Xandria being the one who got so happy and excited. We put her car seat at the front passenger (with her daddy) so that I can have full concentration on the hyperactive boy. Xavier never had a moment to be sitting still on his car seat except when he was in his nap. Otherwise, he climbed up and down, exploring every single space inside the car. You can imagine how tired we all being take care of him.

On the first 3 days of CNY, we went to temple for praying. Gosh, the weather was extremely HOT everywhere in KL. First time in my life, I experienced that under an oven feeling and caused every one of us, EXHAUSTED. Thanks god that we had air-con at in-law house when reached home. Otherwise, I’ll have to run into bathroom and dip Gen-X and myself inside the bathtub.

The following days, we went to shopping malls and also Genting Highlands (since it was so near to my in-law house). It was sooooo…crowded there. Just queuing for the Cable car has taken more than half an hour. The only games with less crowded was the Merry-Go-Round. We let the children tried it twice. Xavier extremely loves it but Xandria a bit scary to be sitting on the moving horse. Sighh, wonder why this little missy has becoming so coward as she grows…

I love this photo very much…. she is so happy!!!

Xavier, the cheecky boy… loves the ride so much!!!

all of us…

It was indeed a tiring CNY to us. Both Xandria and Xavier were having good sleep at night due to no noon nap for them.

Last but not least, GONG HEI FATT CHOY to all of you from us….

Gosh…. When I looked at the time, it was 7.30pm and I’m still stucked at my workstation, rushing, printing, preparing all sort of reports for my boss. Majority of my co-workers has gone back and obviously, it left only my boss and I at 2nd floor. Damn, how I wish I could be home by now.

4 hours from now, it will be a brand new year. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 to all you & may year 2010 a prosperous year to you…

It was indeed a long holiday. We had a small BBQ party on the Christmas Eve by inviting some close relatives. Daddy was the one who got prepared on all necessity since we had last minutes decision. Xandria being the most busy person on the night with her cousins playing with her. Xavier, on the other hand also having a great time by mixing around too.

On the Christmas Day, we brought the kiddos to the town mall and dined at a Japanese restaurant called Nippon Yakitamura. Gosh… Xavier was like been starving for few days, keep babbling ‘mum-mum’ and finished the entire Chawanmuchi as well as some noodle.

feeling bored and flipping on the menu…

playing around with bowl, spoon, chopstick and etc…

daddy and the mischivious…

the ladies…

It was happily festive with everyone own a pressie except daddy. I think the ever-best gifts to him are the 2 babies and the not-so-good wife. LOL. When I asked him about my Christmas present, he gave me this:

What can I say?? Of all features, I love its camera feature… and I used to take above shots. What do you think about the photo then?

Btw, thanks dear!!!