**Heartstring of A new mommy**

Having to train a new maid who is completely never touch house chores is terribly hard and always drives me up to wall. Though communication should not be a problem, in dealing with Philippine maid but we ended like having chicken and duckling chat. I can’t get what she said as her Philippine slang sounds so strong. Whatever I said, she responded by nodding her head which I assume she understand eventually, she’s not. They were so many misunderstanding happened between us. At times, I found myself should go for online military degrees in language speaking course. Else, I should use body language then….

I always love going for massage. Since my very last session of massage, it has been about 2 years that i never had it at all. Few weeks ago, i went for my facial treatment and believe it or not, i had neither had my facial since i conceived Xavier.Yeah, for more than two years.

Goshh… i simply enjoy the treatment and love the feeling when my face & shoulder being massaged. If you having the same like me, you get what i meant. Guess i should register myself with Cosmetology School in Austin. While learning, i hope i get to experience difference types of beauty treatment as well.

Like what most people concerned, having a family require a good planning indeed, especially when you have children. From the day you tight up the knot to the last breathe of your life…. It does require a good planning.

A good planning may lead to higher possibilities of success. It may not be all the time. At times thing may change as it goes and it may not go as planned too. I told daddy that he require to have a good planning on his financial as I hope to provide a good education opportunities to the kiddos despite we are not from the high income earner. I wanted to enroll them to the privatized school instead of localize school. But daddy replied that ‘ I should invest more on the gold coin in order to fulfill your wish.’

I have been addicted in buy gold lately. I wonder what had changed my taste but I simply love to look at myself with that shinny gold stuff. Especially with modernization of life, the gold designs can be in variety for choice. I like it so much when it matches with ruby, simply gorgeous. Even my three years old daughter has falling in love with gold that is Mickey Mouse shapes.

I’m kind of regret for not listening to mom’s advise in keeping the gold when the gold rate has not floated that high. I’m thinking if it is worth to change all my platinum jewelry into gold series.

How time flies. The little girl of mine is into 35 months old today somewhat it was like yesterday that she was born. The memory of what we went through still fresh in my mind. I remembered how tough life would be when she was admitted to hospital due to illness. I remember having to carry her alone in the hospital, meanwhile to hold a big bundle of bag with all her stuff. I would never forget about the first question I got from others if my husband is with me that moment. I would never forget all these memories I went through with her.

Soon she will be having a big THREE birthday and we planned to have a party for her. I wish to get a party organizer for it but daddy wants a simple party instead. Yeah, he is complaining it may cost a ton if to engaged party organizer. Probably I should wait for the return from gold bars investment and see how much I spend for the party.

Happy 35 months old, my little girl. Mommy will always love you….

After having so many times of empty promises, I denied in believe of what he would plan for family trip to overseas or anywhere else. Till date, my honeymoon to Maldives has not been fulfilled yet. But today, I simply got surprised when I was told about overseas trips on the coming months. Yeah, we are going to Taiwan and Bali soon. LOL… I think has to thanks the budget airline that always ensured ‘everyone can fly’. But I guess the major credit should be the bullion that we invested. Simply with just no much of investment but a high return from it.

How time really flies, it’s has come to the end of contract where I will be sending her back home in two more months. And that’s also mean I’m going to be maid-less soon.

I don’t plan to hire a new maid since existing maid hired was a helping hand for my mom who stayed with me last time. And now, I am sending both to my cousin in-law (aka Ah Ngm) for day cares, I don’t see the necessary of getting new one. After all, it’s like hiring a maid for use of others.

Also, partially because of latest regulations on Indon maid application. Imagine, you need about 8.5k for a new maid application and not to speak on the rest of regulations like having ONE off-day, passport ownership and so on. Simply with the amount of money, I rather invest on my gold coins that will grant high return for me.

Still remember about my post where I’m in the dilemma of whether to quit my job and to take care my Gen-X fulltime or to continue work with long hour. At times, I’m having the thought of postponing my decision so that I can save more simply because I wanted to buy gold eagle coins as my investment. Sounds a bit silly but frankly speaking, you won’t believe that the return is extremely satisfactory.

If I would know that the gold price can be that hike in 5 years time, I have gone for it. That’s because I did not listen to mom’s advice. She has keeping so much of it. So it’s always good to listen to elderly.