**Heartstring of A new mommy**

Xandria always keep us amused with her words. Like the other days when we were on our journey back home. I was chatting with daddy and my hands were lie on daddy shoulder (as I was sitting at the back passenger seat), Xandria with her immediate response restricted me for doing so by said this:

Xandria: 嘿，不可以! (hey….no)

Then I asked what is the reason for that restriction. She kept quiet but hugging me.

Me: Why can’t mommy put the hand on daddy’s shoulder? Why can’t daddy & mommy hugging or kissing each other? Daddy is mommy’s husband and this is to show we love each other. Can you hug/kiss daddy?
Xandria: Can.
Me: Can di-di hug/kiss daddy?
Xandria: Can
Me: Can mommy hug/kiss daddy?
Xandria: Cannot
Me: Can you hug/kiss your husband? (I mean in future)
Xandria: Can
Me: Then…. Can mommy kiss/hug your husband?
Xandria: Cannot (for her, husband is someone like daddy)

I really run out of idea to make her accepted daddy & mommy is a couple like a pair of shoes…. then I asked her:

Me: Can mommy hug/kiss di-di?
Xandria: Can.

Obviously, mommy is not allowing to hug/kiss MAN.

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I always love going for massage. Since my very last session of massage, it has been about 2 years that i never had it at all. Few weeks ago, i went for my facial treatment and believe it or not, i had neither had my facial since i conceived Xavier.Yeah, for more than two years.

Goshh… i simply enjoy the treatment and love the feeling when my face & shoulder being massaged. If you having the same like me, you get what i meant. Guess i should register myself with Cosmetology School in Austin. While learning, i hope i get to experience difference types of beauty treatment as well.

What can I say …about this little fella of mine. Despite of his monster character, still he is the sweet darling of mommy and daddy. Apparently, daddy loves him more than I do. He is the King, his request has to be fulfilled and everyone in the family doted him a lots, especially my paternal grandparent. Xandria, the best jie-jie in the world also dotes on this little brother… I am indeed so proud of her.

Yesterday morning, I got upset when my access card (to enter our residential neighborhood) misplaced somewhere else after being taken by Xavier the night before. Due to new rules that vehicle without access card require using another entrance/exit. But I was at the guardhouse the moment I noticed the card wasn’t inside my car d and they were cars queuing at the back of mine. I got pissed off when I was stucked. Ended that everyone needed to reverse the car slowly in order to let me go off.

I scolded at the little guy for his misbehaved in created such inconvenience to everyone. He was in extremely quiet mood the entire journey to Ah-Ngm aka babysitter house, and with his superb pitiful, innocent look. Never he has once behaved in such quiet condition. When we reached, he was still in the same moody.

After settling all the necessity, I hugged him before I left. I reason him for his misbehaved and tell him not to repeat the same mistake. He seems understand and back to his vigorous action afterward.

As on 20 months old, he has finally understood what life is and not everything in life was like what he thought. He needs to learn in accepting the negative feedback from others as well.

Have a happy, healthy and cheerful 20 months old…Di-di

How do I begin to tell you how lucky I am
to have you in my life…
I’ll start by saying what an honor it is
for me to be your wife.

You’re my best friend in the good times
and my rock in times of sorrow.
You’re the reason for sweet yesterdays
and my promise for tomorrow.

I never thought I could feel this loved
until I became your wife.
You made this year and every year
the best one of my life.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY & sorry for that not-so-happily celebration. Love you….

The not-so-happily incident was Xavier felt from the dining chair and got a big bump on his forehead. Both were so excited looking at the cake placed on the table and climbed up the chair to grab it. The fall was pretty severe as I found his right cheek & ear were redden with a minor swollen. Blame on myself for not keeping eye on him…

Like what most people concerned, having a family require a good planning indeed, especially when you have children. From the day you tight up the knot to the last breathe of your life…. It does require a good planning.

A good planning may lead to higher possibilities of success. It may not be all the time. At times thing may change as it goes and it may not go as planned too. I told daddy that he require to have a good planning on his financial as I hope to provide a good education opportunities to the kiddos despite we are not from the high income earner. I wanted to enroll them to the privatized school instead of localize school. But daddy replied that ‘ I should invest more on the gold coin in order to fulfill your wish.’

I always wanted to bring kiddos for a short trip regardless to local destination. We did plan on it by having it every month or 2 months in view that we do not need to squeeze our time to meet school holiday or public holidays.

On July, we went to Penang and we planned to go Damai Laut, Perak end of August during the long weekend (28/8 – 31/8). Somehow, we have to cancel the said trip due to I am lacking of Annual Leave. All my leave has been used up when kiddos were sick or personal matters. And I can foresee I’ll be query if taking leave AGAIN and if it is for holidays. So no choice got to let go of this trip.

Swiss-Villas Semi D Type B- 2 bedroom Selling at RM500

So anyone is interested to go there for a short breakaway?? Do drop me at comment…

I have been addicted in buy gold lately. I wonder what had changed my taste but I simply love to look at myself with that shinny gold stuff. Especially with modernization of life, the gold designs can be in variety for choice. I like it so much when it matches with ruby, simply gorgeous. Even my three years old daughter has falling in love with gold that is Mickey Mouse shapes.

I’m kind of regret for not listening to mom’s advise in keeping the gold when the gold rate has not floated that high. I’m thinking if it is worth to change all my platinum jewelry into gold series.

I always wonder if any others parent would encounter the same problem like I had for having a son like Xavier. He could fuss whenever or wherever he is …. And seriously, that has really put both daddy & I into a very bad experience when to bring him out. We both kind of freak-out if to bring him out.

Nowadays, I’m completely maid-less and need to send both to babysitter house by myself. We had to think of ways to keep him sit tight on the car seat for the entire journey (from my house to babysitter house about 5km). Otherwise, just a short journey can be a nightmare to all of us.

So we have to prepare these inside my car:
Food (preferable bread or biscuit), a book with pen to keep him busy with scribbling.

Some other times, when is not in his monster character, he is such a lovely, cheeky baby of daddy & mommy. The way of his calling was such a heart melting…

What else can I say but to LOVE him with all my heart….

photo taken when he was aged 1 Year Old